Feeling weary at this moment...
Yesterday, I ran errands and it exhausted me a bit. Well, not to forget, I was already weary after seven consecutive days of working alone. Hopefully, my colleague is recovering and can report tomorrow when I come back to my duty. I love my job but I have to take care of my physical health, too.
There are times when I think I just need to swallow my pride and can throw this kind of work behind me but my principles will not allow me, and so as long as I could stand on my own feet, I will not give up. The freedom to choose and to decide I have with me and I do not want to lose it at all.
I was able to visit Nora at the Kunstwerkstatt and she was crying as I came. I could feel that there is something wrong so I had to cover up my low energy and bad mood so I can give her comfort but she noticed that I was not even feeling any better than her. Two of our friends passed away. One due to illness but a young man in his twenties had chosen the unnatural way. Nora and I ended up crying and hugging each other. We promised to each other to be standing strong, whatever may happen in the future.
We managed to exchange topics and at the end, we were laughing over our mischievousness and
silly talks. Seeing her again gave me another bunch of hopes.
I promised to visit her as often as I can. In that way, I will find some time for me to do some sketches. Work takes a lot of my leisure time and this situation should be changed and will soon be changed. It is just a matter of patience and time. Aadorf is waiting....
Have a little more patience!
