Sitting alone in my room, sipping my second cup of powdered black coffee, I am reminiscing the past and I am a bit enlightened and comforted because I can figure out what my future would be. At a wink of an eye, I know what I want in my life and it gives me a feeling of satisfaction and fulfillment. I am aware of my present and I am sure now, that I can sit aback and just enjoy the things around me.
I am thankful of the things I have experienced in the past for they influenced the way I think and I feel nowadays. For the first time, I am learning to appreciate every second of my life. To think that I almost gave up and without the help of my truest and loving friends around, I would not have learned to appreciate life and living on this earth.
Suddenly, everything has a meaning and I want to quote the "Olchis" message to me:
"For the optimistics, life is not a problem but is the solution"
I have my "quiet moments" and am beginning to live...
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"Olchis" refers to Mara, Günter, Annamarie, Isolde, Dominik, Tobias, Lucy from Olching, Germany.
