Yesterday, I was out for Nordic Walking for fifty nine minutes and fifteen seconds not because of fitness training but to get rid of my anger and aggression towards someone who has not a sense of guilt, fairness, nor shame at all!
So mean! So bad.
If I could only turn the tide twenty six years ago......
I was so naive to enter such a deal - a tying of the knot without respect and affection, just to be able to stay in Germany, and get a greener pasture.
I learned my lesson.I paid enough for these mistakes. I thought it has ended but the nightmares are still happening and I am beginning to become angry.
It is not fair. It is just of low moral standards.
"Being angry is the only luxury I cannot afford" - these words I kept telling myself when I was walking into the woods.
I guess I shouted and cried out of anger. I was almost blank.
What a luck Germany is Ten Thousand Three Hundred Thirty Kilometers away from the Philippines. Or else.....
But NO,
It is not worth it.
Waste of energy.
But wait...one good thing: I marked my personal's best. So far.
And I hope, next time, I would do Nordic Walking for the sake of pure, and mindful physical training.
