Reminiscing the early months of 2012, when I was feeling lost and weary, I could say now it is quite true that everything happens for a reason.
On March 19, 2012, I wanted to go back to the Philippines but I cancelled the flight for justified reasons. I had my Burn Out Syndrom and it took me time to recover and gain my physical health. I promised myself that I will change something in my way of thinking and actions not only for my sake but also for my family and friends who were worrying about me. I was thinking I owe the latter a lot so must I have the will to survive and to enjoy life.
Difficulties were erased and things turned out positively for me. I found a new job (which I thought will be less stressful than before), and I got a new spacious room but after a period of eight weeks, I realized that my work requires my whole strength that I have to make changes, so as not to jeopardize my health again. A sound mind in a sound body was the set goal but it turned out that alone, I could not hold on to my resolution. I am closed again to my Burn Out Point, by giving a lot of energy to my work and activities without substituting the calories lost.
Without having somebody on my side who is concerned enough to help me prevent another Burn Out Phase, I know it will be difficult to prevent another body collapse. A very special person came into my life just on the right time. Without him, I am sure that I would still be lost and not knowing what to do with my life and would probably ignoring the signs of Burn Out, as in the past.
It could be my guardian angel who sent H.P.P. to me and I am sure that...
love finds his way, and the main reason why things are happening now and suddenly paving the way to a happy, healthy life.
It is the right timing to be at home.
