There are times that I feel like a mirthless cactus in the midst of a desert.
On such moments, thinking am alone and lost, I try to be resilient. I do try to be rigid and unchanging, irregardless of the disturbances happening around me.
It is a damn, hard thing. Sometimes, I do feel swayed away from my heedfulness.
I went through several paths, and I left some unhappy circumstances behind. I made people sad, and I do feel sorry about those times.
But.... it was for good reason. It was for the sake of happiness. I try to be honest to myself. To never pretend that things are alright when they ain't not. I want to live my life of my choice.
What keeps me going?
Well, it is the tranquility of the forest. The gracefulness and sweetness of a Felis catus. The tenderness of a running man.
At the moment, I just swim along with the tides. I have no directions. Just floating around. Enjoying the moments.
The journey itself...is the goal. Nothing on the list.
Goodnight, everyone!
