Lucidity of the mind...

is a must nowadays!

How to stay calm and reasonable, and mindful of emotions these days is not very easy.

I should not see nor feel any balky nor should I think repugnant of a person's provocation. This would only make someone important.

This person and the situation is not important at all. I exist, and I am not here to please others nor to dance to their music. If  someone cannot accept my existence in this world, then it is one's problem, not mine.

Though intimidated, significantly, I have to take care of myself and how I feel is on top of the list. 

So? Delete. Move and think forward! Happiness is my own business. I am the one who can change things. Expecting from others is not the right thought.  

Healthy egoism, so to speak!   

My heed is to find not the perfect place under the sun, but at least, an abode where I can freely move and do things whenever and whereever I want.

Time for a change! 


        

An urge to write...

.... did not exist for almost five months!

What a pair of white Leguano Barefoot Shoes can do for me to write down my thoughts in a wink of an eye!

Awakened. Inspired. Trying to get away from physical pains. Thankful. 

Whatsoever!

Well, I passed the Examinations last February 2017, and I can call myself now as a Medical Coder, but opted not to work on this area. 

For personal reasons. For I thought, giving a relationship a chance after those career years was the best step I can do. 

We are still together. In the midst of a forest.

Thing is, how to continue life and living from here?

I tried to get a part-time job as a Nurse, and I was proud of the thought belonging to the German Red Cross Community, well, for at least, two (2!) days!  

Not for me. Healthwise. It is a pity.

Everything happens for a reason!!???!!

So there should be a good one on this circumstance.

What next?

Driving School. Driving License.

Well, goodluck to me!     


P.S.  Thank you, Ar..!! I love those Active Polar White Leguanos!!